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Right now I'm trying to burn Mihail's Channel videos project files on double-layer recordable Digital Versatile Disk. I put the SATA DVD writer the computer originally came with back into operation, and tasked it with burning two larger projects on one. And looks like it succeeded. It took a while but it succeeded, I can watch a compiled video off it while consuming cupcakes with tea, but to that, chicken are coming very soon. But why double layer DVD, you ask? Because lossless capture isn't lightweight, I wanna save on DVD quantity perhaps!A
But this's Sunday. Where did the rest of the week go? What was earlier this Sunday? What about non-Sunday? Ehh, other than being miserable and lazy, can't say much else.
Perhaps I can assume this's a safe space to vent everything. At least I haven't noticed any human activtiy in web server logs (although, to be frank, I haven't checked it lately). Basically, Dear Mihail's Page News System, I can't help but miss chatting to him. I wish I could hit him up time to time every day and exchange what we're up to, and, by chance, have a bit longer conversation at the end of the day. But by chance, I must do have too much to say, much of which he can't be actually interested in. It did go like that long ago, last January. Now, can anyone tell what changed during Autumn? There were 2 months spent without a single word, and, at the end, can you guess who finally decided to speak up again first… Nowadays there may be no sight of him for entire days or even weeks. I may keep sending messages to never be read until their sheer amount becomes clearly incomprehensible with me losing any hopes of getting him here, until I go decide to give another shot with the previous pile being definitively discarded. Well, if I pose a 'threat' of leaving he may try to stay there for a day… But is this how you're treating your friends? And that's all too. Often times, it's either a quick early morning appearance, or kinda early night one often just to tell 'good night' and go asleep already. He says he's way too busy, paranoid of losing time, tired and never willing to read… though I never heard what that business is beyond being related to moving houses…
What should I do to not miss him this much? Please Tell me! That's really about the only thing that plaques me here. I can't really stop running those imaginary chats in my head, or imagining cuddling and sleeping together (say, how far can platonic love go? Either or, but the bond actually feels too strong for me to break), which I'm not gonna have as even then, about the earliest it might be actually possible it'll be too late for that. I actually feel lost about chatting. What's actually being missed anyway? What we should actually share or talk about?
And here I am, with no idea how to spend a day, everything feels heavy, except legs get tired of laying straight.
I think, if I do go on to do a blog here, I think I'll make it weekly. Yes, weakly, not daily. Other than that, I've also been playing Minecraft nowadays. I haven't played it in a while because of a lack of a launcher it needs: the one by AnjoCaido didn't understand how to use 64 bit Java — but for now I've looked up and settled on Prism. It's a bit inconvenient because it expects a Minecraft license except Microsoft doesn't want to sell me one, even though I practically 'can' afford it at this point. Unless I go to some reseller! If not playing Minecraft then it's simply rotting on YouTube. It got to be another plaque now that's very hard to get out of, thanks to trying to watch all the watch later videos in a row.
At the Monday I've tried to do something impossible: cross half the city in just one hour and not end up late to the train. About only two hours ago I got started with packing bags then cleaning the room. 1 hour ago I got out. All the voyae performed via buses plus sheer luck to get the right one fairly soon. And then just running through the street to the station itself. It was 5 minutes until the train would go when I got to go through detectors, and after a few mistakes I was on a platform with just 1 minute spare! Needless to say, I was very tired at the end of this race, as well as hungry and dehydrated. But I got here. Definitively will give it more time next time. I than arrived at my station at 22 o'clock and was picked up to an actual destination.
What about Tuesday?… I don't quite remember what happened there. Perhaps this was the day when I came for a piece of paper and a pillow (a small one I could sit on, and get higher too), except the latter wasn't around there. Otherwise it was mostly just getting another server running and trying it for the first time.
As of Wednesday, I tried to interact with mail service on the CPU that never exited a close sorting centre. Ended up with them communicating — and the track updating with it suddenly being in Kamchatka.
As of Thursday… I initially had zero clue how would I go spend it. I reall thought of simply laying down and doing nothing at all entire day. But then I decided to snda message that I actually got a repl to immediately. Then I remembered I wanted to buy a better mouse eventually, because the given cheap'ass mouse was considered malfunctioning enough to be replaced at this point. So I went out and bought the most expensive mouse available. Going exact opposite that is! Kinda unfortunate however they all try to be fancy with rainbow lights everywhere and extra buttons… well where else to go. I did a better effort at getting the transparent film to stick to paper… it clings now, kinda, all curved up and bubbled up oh well… The rest of the Thursday must've been mining and building…
As of Friday, it was the day I went outside with my mom to get a pillow specifically for seats. They exist! And I'll say it's awesome! It's much more comfortable to sit on a chair now. Not hard, not cold, can't move as easily, but that's not needed. We also bought some nice snacks that absolutely lasted! Later I began trying to draw one gift for the backcounter that was set 365 days ago sitting at 2 that day, but it was finished only tomorrow.
Then came Saturday, nothing really occured here. So far, just completed the drawing and went for a walk in order to get it scanned in. I'm not a fan of photographing things like this due to perspective and lighting being hard to control. I can't recall what was going on yesterday, other than that tiredness overtook me and forced me to sleep-in in the evening, giving a way to a long YouTube session tonight.
And now, at the Sunday, after sleeping to afternoon just sent that picture in the middle of it. There was a few messages, but I put down that chat for that time. Only to hear again only briefly in the evening that is. And so, with the SATA disk drive engaged again, I tried to do burn projects on DL disks: 5 barely readable burns + 5 pancakes. At the last, by accident, I ended up with this server's lifecycle ending the day after this one. So it just was prolonged.
In another monday's morning I'll pack bags and move back away for a good while. And so, if I come up with something more to tell, I'll dump it at the end of this week, the week #7.